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Some would assume I would be lying, as if psychologically it explains that your expressions such as 'I'm Okay' doesn't necessarily mean they are. But one thing you should know about me, I do mean what I say. And I am happy. Alhamdulillah
*winks*
There had been certain changes in my life that not necessary people seem to realize. Because of course, I don't like the idea of letting people know every detail -regardless if anyone would even read them.
Yes, here I am, putting myself in words for what I've learnt and certainly how time passes so fast with bigger responsibilities.
Alhamdulillah.
I've never been so excited yet anxious with what life has to offer. It's very much more to stepping out to learn more about myself and to see how far I can go. I've got the course I'm sure I'll be able to outstand myself, loving parents who always had my back, a charming partner who never stops encouraging me and ofc the ability to finally see what vision I've set in mind.
It's perfectly normal to be curious about life. To either feel guilty being extremely happy of your current life but like we say, life is a test. Happiness shall be a test. It's how you show your gratitude that matters in the end.
I would say myself once being very immature in making decisions, loving the ones who do not deserve and reluctant to work smart. Recognition was never something I aimed to add on the list, but as you grow older you start figuring how can you make your life much more meaningful.
It's true, you do feel that urge to live your life to the fullest. You want that strength to wake up in the morning with a smile on the mirror and see how much love you've added to yourself inner and out.
I'm registering for my degree this 26th September, I'll be on a trip to New Zealand, and I've made such a stronger bond with him not to mention how much time I've spent trying to bake. My year 2016 shall be the start of new things to make a move. May it add more wonderful experiences and beautiful memories.
I long to be getting to that point of being happy in my life. And for the first time, I am surprisingly in love with everything.
And no, I have bitterness in them. I do reach points where I feel giddy and cry over things mumbling why should it be me? I do have imperfections in some other aspects which you may never expect but that's what life is about. Focusing on the good things in your life.
For that I am happy, just happy. Alhamdullillah.
