“Have you ever seen a small baby when it’s born? You were
all there or should we say we were all there once upon a time. You see the baby
how much its need of assistance it is totally dependant on other people. And
this is how Allah creates a person why?
Because he wants him to remember his origins.
He can’t turn by himself, he wets his nappy, he does number
two in his nappy and he can’t seem to clean himself until his mother comes and
takes that nappy off. He wants to drink he’s hungry and he can’t move or drink
until his mother feeds him. And then after a while that same little baby
becomes older and older and then he start thinking he’s something.
He tends to think he’s something special.
And then he forgets his origins and he starts to think that
he is the man. The older he gets, the more independent he regards himself to be
and when he starts going to the gym and pumping some iron he starts taking more
horse growth hormones so he bloats. After a while he thinks that he is
something.
He thinks he is something really special.
And comes somewhere to a point claiming you won’t find him
here (joining the Islamic talk). He’s on the streets with a t-shirt on. And
then a time comes that, that very same person becomes old and he becomes
bent-backed if he reaches that age. He walks with a stick. When he wakes up in
the morning, his bones hurt, all those bones hurt and then a time comes he
suddenly becomes ill, sick.
And he can’t move without assistance again why because Allah
made him dependant then Allah made him dependant then Allah made him
independent and then again, at a certain age Allah made him dependant again.
There he lies on his bed, unable to move. Malaikal Maut’ (Angel of Death) is
sitting upon his head.
Waiting to take out his roh’ his soul.
It’s waiting, he sees it. Nobody else sees it but he does,
and finally, he sees the reality. If he’s been a good person in his life Allah
gives him the Taufiq’ (success) to recite the kalimah syahadah’ and if not he
leaves this dunya and that very same person now they gave him a bath he can’t
bathe himself anymore.
They give him a bath and the water shouldn’t be either too
hot or cold because he feels it.
Imagine, it’s going to happen to every single of us.
That sometimes we get so deluded with this dunya we forget.
A time comes they dig a ditch six feet deep and they put you in it and they
cover it all up with sand over you. And you are all by yourself. Again, it’s
going to happen to every single one of us.
And then the only thing which will remain with you in that
grave is your good actions.
Your muscles, your beauty, your wealth, your children, your
house, everything will remain and the prophet (PBUH) said only your good
actions shall remain and if you have good actions they will save you. He said
that the grave is a garden from the gardens of Jannah. “
It's never wrong to put yourself in a position where you think you are special. Everyone should feel happy about themselves. And we never know how it affects our way of interpreting life itself.
But using it for something that doesn't give any beneficial to your deeds may not be preferable. We all have our mistakes and sins. It's a new year for all muslims, repentance should be done whenever we really are concerned and sincere of improvements.
Take it slow, and eventually, it will work out, with the help and blessing from Allah insya-Allah.
I apologize for any wrong doings, words and opinions perhaps in this blog that might had offended dear readers. Thank you for your support, may everyone of you have your lives cherished doesn't matter muslim or not. Don't forget to recite our dua' for our start of a new year!
