Who knew you had heroes in universities, in times where you feel like giving up with the fact that maybe, it wasn't just meant for you. You can't seem to let a child bear with the sight of having their parents divorcing fearing what impact it will give to them for example. Their trust, their happiness, and their confidence knowing there is always a rainbow in the end. But as we grow, and the older we get the more we realize there are just too many things you have to let your sweat and tears to keep you going.
Nothing stops you from gaining maturity from the bitterness you face.
People can say tons of things when it comes to being a student. Even educators mostly believe efforts do make the whole picture of our lives. No, it wasn't the fact that we all wanted to get to the point of being this way. And little did I knew, I am nothing without Allah's guidance to always help me.
To make me fully trust that I just have to keep struggling and pray harder, to understand that even nothing is possible without the support from people around you. To recognize that you will never accomplish anything even a tiny bit of satisfaction in your heart.
And the fact that it's possible to have people taking their time, thoughts and efforts to help you get where you want to be. Whenever I tell the story of the things I face which has happened to be on repeat, I never expected people would sincerely believe me. Some won't believe the endless nights I've tried to really make it to the end just to get it over and not bear the long-term effect it has given me.
Little did I knew, that this very wonderful lecturer of mine who has happened to always make me smile ever since I did my foundation in the University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus gave the biggest help I needed.
Up this moment I am running out of ways to show my gratitude. It made me believe that love exists to always give the best possibility for the ones who truly want to be successful in the future. You can never know how much you affect someone's life when you are the reason why they could reach to where they are. A little act of yours can make another life's happiness to keep striving.
Never had I hoped to have my respect and kindness to the lecturers to be a reason I needed them to do me a favor. You love someone for who they are and for the sake of Allah, especially when they never seem to stop reminding the good in life.
I thank Allah for giving me these people in my life to get where I want to. May Allah bless them always. Never had I hoped for pithiness nor have the initiation to use my tears as a way to have anyone help me. Because I've always implemented that in life you face everything alone with your own efforts and time. To never give up and re-create the motivation to keep striving for yourself.
For my dearest lecturer who has helped me regain my spirits back to keep moving forward, thank you.
