If Not Now, When?


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The skies aren’t always blue on the other side of the world. Keeping still of what we hold in life isn’t always necessarily a blizzard, hoping that the miracle we seek is approved. Letting the mind shove with so many matters never once was a day peace could bring back the joy of thinking –to really think about yourself.

In our busy days we forget and forget apart from creating the best outcome in your so-called priorities, a turn twist of fate makes it no longer as painful as it could be. We become selfish, too in-depth with our own happiness and positivity we refuse to be exposed with people who aren’t always as lucky as we are.

We care about spending our youth at the best of its purpose and energy we sometimes leave the fact nothing more is worth than spending a little time closer to God and our beloved ones. Even if we did, we often take it for granted. Create an essence to enable yourself from being distracted to be a part of the norm. Ad populum, a fallacy of writing where people are too submissive into being accepted by the society on matters which aren’t always necessarily the best option.

Glancing each faces I see every day, it makes me ponder. Ponder if the world was meant to be at its pace to be followed or if it were only respective by individuals busily sinking themselves into their own reality. Drowning in their thoughts when all seems to be wrong and in the end, where is it there left to change?

Where is the strength to strive for independence? How many more steps do I have to walk to make myself happy if I don’t start smiling now? How longer will it take to be the best speaker in university if I don’t start accepting people’s opinions on me? How many more days till I recover from the past if I keep dwindling and leave myself tangling up, refuse to cut the rope?

I am happy because I never thought too much on aspects such as those above. Because the only approval we need to seek in order to be happy is ourselves, God and our parents. And regardless of how many flaws and struggles I am putting myself into it’s a wonderful thing to see how it goes in a whole frame of view.

Climbing the hill 4 am in the morning thought me how the world seems so beautiful when nothing else is on your mind except peace. The small fraction of your work, assignments no longer mattered in that very short period of time. Being cared is the one of the most wonderful blessings given by God. Think how many people are actually by your side. Look yourself in the mirror and admire yourself on where you are going. Keep staying positive, and all is well.

The reality of how you insert the credibility of your power in your own hands, it’s overwhelming for the soul. Smile and move on.

Create a good mind-set each day doesn’t matter if it’s you sleeping cuddling your favorite teddy bear(s) in your arms, wake up with the motivation of filling your tummy with something delicious for breakfast, print all your notes and watch videos regarding to the topic before the class starts, choose your best outfit to go to class with the purpose to feel happy with yourself.

The only way to be happy is focusing directly on your own wellbeing, with the purpose of helping the world be a better place. Be in love yourself, then with all the love you’ve created in jars, give them to those who deserve. Sometimes society forces you to think like them, act like them, follow the trends that might not likely create a pure benefit for the future you. True, they’re fun, but then again what can be better than loving yourself to the maximum without thinking to fit in?

That, my dear readers, is pure awesomeness.

It is not a form of rebellious, but just a proof that all of us is beautiful in our own way. *Oh yeah*

It’s not a wonder, it’s not a norm to let people understand what is defined as a ‘positive’ person. 

Experiences perching you, slicing you into pieces leaving you on the side of streets with a confused head filled with ‘whys’ are an absolute occurrence. No one is overall happy. But that’s not a reason to stay that way even though how bad it is.

Be a little open minded on what life has to serve you on your plate.

Every time the soul feels like bursting out, lock yourself in the room, meditate, pray, cry and do whatever that makes you in calm. Write it down, let it all out like a box ready to be used for another chapter and recycle the rest of the old papers you no longer use. Charge yourself wherever you aren’t disturbed by anyone and let the positive energy come back to make you full battery again.

Lastly, think again what have you cherished from the bitterness in life. Hasn’t it made you a little less stronger than you used to be?

 Yes it has, and reset the day with a brand new happy you. Sincere happiness, not the fake stuff people talk about on the internet. I’m not all rounded a happy, but it’s fun improving my immunity to at least be one.

“May those who are in pain and those who are too in depth with their lives on matters that aren’t necessarily the key to happiness receive the best outcome in life. Including myself. Amin”


Because if not now, when? 
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